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Through Conscious Payment, in ‘sacrificing 
ones suffering’, rests the possibility of moving 
up the ladder of Universal Intelligence, thereby 
serving an agenda of growth, the same time as 
paying ones predestined obligation to the Higher.

There exists special knowledge, schools, 
evolved souls embodied or otherwise, that may assist 
this ascent for those rare few who demonstrate 
sufficient interest, capacity and effort.

Related Subjects: Payment, School, Suffering

Oh, you're going to be held in your negativity until you have paid, in full. Well, how do you pay? For instance, how do you pay for your mistakes of 'expectation'? The first mistake was that you 'knew' who and what could or should have done something. You believed in the negativity of your mechanical preference, and went with your mechanical justification of it. You didn't suffer the issue, consciously. You got identified with it. You thought someone, or God, or 'life', owes you something. You're negative, you've been short-changed, somehow, hurt, treated unjustly - and you're angry
There are, as if, different negative emotions. You even have different names for them. You can call it jealousy, you can call it insult, you can call it what you want. But they're definitely made up of assumptions of what could or should be. 
So people suffer, get negative and justify, thereby maintaining, by the way, a sense of 'I' which is totally imaginary! So they never really get to 'pay'. They don't pay with awareness and voluntary suffering.
When you're negative, you're in darkness. From there you go around thinking you're 'right'. You think you're 'justified in justifying yourself', because that's what everyone else is doing. You're ignorant of the Law. Your right or wrong is nothing more than a vague sense, coming from smack within the darkness. From a cosmic point of view it doesn't make a shit bit of difference, it's totally subjective - each one measuring in his own 'way'. 

People seem to suffer more deeply from their negativity the older they get. More and more they find out that no matter how they try to explain and justify, it doesn't make any difference, it doesn't change anything. But their whole repertoire of 'identities' is in there. In time they can't help but realize that their life has been hardly anything more than a subjective movie.

Related Subjects: Negative, Payment

Ignorance past or present of the Law is of no avail. Awareness of the truth is the comforting balm that smooths the passage from error to righteousness. All must be paid for, better now than later, better by far.

Related Subjects: Law, Payment